At least once a week either the Hubs or I will randomly throw out a name in the middle of conversation.
Nah, I don’t like how it goes with our last name.
Neither one of us question what the other is talking about- we know. These names are possible choices for our hypothetical 3rd child. We’re not expecting another baby now, nor do we plan on adding to our brood anytime in the next year or so, but the thought is always there in the back of our heads. Neither one of us know if our family is complete yet.
The hard part is, the longer we wait, the more I’m enjoying having older kids. I was a wreck most of the past two weeks. Between Mary leaving and the kids starting school full time, I cried at least once a day. My babies- my precious babies going to school and leaving me alone in the house all day for the first time in 5 years! I thought for sure that them being gone was going to kick my baby fever into high gear and was mentally prepping the discussion the Hubs and I would have to have. But you know what? I love having the house to myself for 6 hours a day. Flat out adore it.
Earlier this week the kids started swim lessons. Scorch has been in lessons without me for the past 6 months, but I thought I still needed to get in the water with the Bean. Nope- I was able to sit on the side of the pool and just enjoy watching them swim. It was heaven.
The kids dress themselves every morning. They pick up after themselves. They can tell me what they want, what hurts and why they are crying. They are wonderful company and make me laugh with their observations and stories. I don’t have to wipe any more behinds and the only diapers in the house are here when Baby Lala is around. I don’t have to pack a diaper bag or bring my breast pump with me when I’m away from home for a long period of time. And I’m enjoying all of that so much more then I thought I would.
The decision whether or not to have another baby hasn’t been made yet and I’m sure it won’t be for some time, but for now I’m just relishing the independence while hoping my kids don’t grow too fast!